How to put into words, I'm weak, I faIl, I I'm effortless, my tears falls down, my eyes don't want to see the world, it's all went grey and getting darker, my bones and my muscles don't want to move, my tongue can't say any words can't talk, refuse to talk, my head refuse to see the sky, I'm so scared, what's happening to me? All of it, I'm sad. I'm so fking sad untill I cried in my dreams. It feels so real till when you wake up you're already n tears. I can't tell what I feel but I want people to understand but sadly it don't work that way. If I ever tell what I feel I'm scared that people will ignore me and say I'm such a loser because I'm nobody I'm not-known and though do they really want to listen to me? So I better keep it to myself right? People will don't want to understand don't they? :(