But everything I said is just doesn't matter to him now. He believe what he sees but there is thousands of truth, thousands reasons behind what he actually sees. What he sees is ain't what he think. I'm not guilty at all in this case. Why do I always be the victim of the crime ? Am I actually don't deserve happiness ? Please someone tell me. Speak it out for me :( Am I that unlucky ? What's the reason I was born in this world if I am that bad ? Tell me ! I always failed in love. I never felt so happy as now. I want this feeling lasts and please for  once, give me the happiness that I wished for. I'm just a girl who waiting her wishes to come true. Just to be happy with the one she love.

With Zul, she found herself. She found everything that she seek after all this time. She never thought that a man like Zul ever exists in this cruel world she ever live. Zul Afiq, why don't you come to my life a little bit earlier so that I don't have to  face my dark past ? In the name of God I love you so much so bad so mad. Please don't walk away from my life. Just stay here right beside me and never be far from me. Whatever happens to us or whatever is going to happen between us, trust me I never intend to do it. I never want to do it. I never wanna make a mess in our relationship but when it really comes, it's not me. Believe me, my heart, my soul, my body, my love are all just for you. Only you. Only you. Only you. 

I know it's hard for you to believe me now but please stay. I always wanna make our life better than before. Our love better than before. My love for you is getting stronger now. Don't you worry I never wanna cheat you I never cheat on you I never lie to you I never wanna do it. The misunderstanding game is the big case now, I don't know what else to make you believe me I know I already nake a lot of mess after all this time but it's just not me. It's the misunderstanding game that control us. Wake up ! We have to fight this not follow the order. This is our love, our rule don't hold back, fight them ! Fight for our love :( 

Lots of love from your lover,

I love you so much Zul Afiq :( ❤️