"Aku takkan maafkan kau."
11.1.16 | 3:40 PM | 0comments
I thought I could be stronger. I thought I could get up and let my mind empty. I thought I will never let the tears fall again. I thought I could. I just thought that. At the end, it is just a thought anyway. They're not real.The moment when he said that I don't know that was real. I thought it was just he is mad so bad and can't control himself but then he said that again and again untill I realised it is real. He really said that. He said that he will not forgive me. Will not forgive me. He hates me.
I was just trying to save this relationship I don't ever wanna let this go. Because he won't understand like I do. I was just trying to protect us. I was just trying to not make you mad. I was just trying to not make any arguments exists. I was just trying to our love to be better. I was just TRYING. Because you won't understand like I do.
I never intend to lie to you. Never intend to do anything bad behind you. Never intend to make any war with you. Never intend to make you mad. Never intend to keep any secrets from you. I never want to leave you. I never want to have any other guy behind you like you think of. I never want to do anything that you don't like. I never want to.
Because I love you so bad. I'm very loyal and you can trust me.
For God's sake I didn't do it. I don't know anything. I'm innocent.
And you said you will never forgive me and you hate me. You never trust me again.
I was just trying to protect. Just trying.
